I recently beat my wife after a mild argument, but for 3 days emphatically denied it because I have no memory of the beating or any anger. I remember the argument and a physical confrontation that followed. But the worst part of the night is completely blacked out. I am 33 and this is the first such occurrence I have had. I was drinking, but was not that intoxicated. ??? I need help too but don't know where to turn??