I originally was researching info on pstd because I have been diagosed with it as a result of child abandonment issues, and sexual, verbal,and physical abuse.I self medicated with drugs such as cocaine and crystal meth to numb the pain but lost what few friends I had and needed because of it.Not to mention my business!I have finally renewed and developed a relationship with God and firmly believe,as a Christian that asking God for help,with prayer and seeking the counsel of members of the clergy(I like the oldschool word for church)will make a difference in your life. Behavior modification therapy works wonders as you can trick your mind into healing faster. Laughter is also good medicine. Find something to laugh about,watch Saterday nite Live,or Mad Tv!It\'s hilarious.Watching Dr.Phil weekdays at 5:00 Central Canadian time has been very informative! Write to Dr.Phil or Oprah! She\'s just looking for tax breaks and ways to spend her money and help people at the same time.I also have a husband that I believe to be suffering with bipolar disorder and drug addicions.He openly admits to be self medicating,and I am trying to help him stop. It\'s hard as I have my own demons to wrestle with, but God is by our side and you must have hope that he will take care of his children!Pray,as i will pray for you now.
Victoria