You almost made me cry. This has been a terrible experience for me. And now I am on the 37.5 mg until at least June 15. I start a class on the 9th of May and cannot be going through this terrible thing while trying to advance my career. I have experienced all your effects plus crazy thoughts and a basiclly I am on bad acid feeling. Actually a counselor friend of mine used that allogy...and well I had been using it with my husbad all along. It kind of gave me some validation. I have been on this drug for 10 years, and I am so scared. I have to walk through the fear...God has not brought me this far to drop me. One day at a time we all will get through this. I am keeping a blog as they have helped me so much, I hope that mine will help some of you. It is at blogs.net, and my name is CandyM on the page. Please emailme and let me know how you are doing. As I think support from others is the only way any of us will get through this. Also if anyone else knows anything about the people that are sueing the company let me know.I want in on that law suit. This is horrible. This is not a drug addition, and/or something I chose to do like cocaine a DOCTOR put me on this!