I am trying to get pregnant and have had unprotected sex with husband this month. I didn\'t think anything about it, trusting the FDA not to release a drug usued so casually if it caused birth defects. (damn cockroach add is making me want to puke, but i am so desparate for support. help me) so i could be pregnant but dn\'t ko=now for sure. did a check and statistics indicated that some women miscarried and some had babies with defects...most were fine......who knows the more subtle affects. . . .

I got a call from my best friend who is 5 months pregnant and they told her her baby girl has no right hand. so, i will not hcance chance it . i have been crying on and off for 2 days. i have been hearing swishing sounds in my head when i move my eyes. i am dizzy and sick to my stomach. i had diarrhea all day yesterday. bad taste i n= in mouth and dehydrated yesterday. slept in the afternoon and had horrible dreams like my daughter\'s head had to be removed for a medical procedure...jusut messed up shit like that yesterday and all last night. sound is bothering me. i have been mean to my husband. i even left him over the weekend after i went from 300 to 1q 150 mg .... no tolerance. i had him move my bead t to the backyard whwer where i am now in a tent under a tree. i cannot tolerate sound. hope the dog doesn t start barking...oh and the headache.

mindgrane yesterday and dull headache today.

i hate the dr that said i should be on this for the rest of my life.

i was on paxil before and got off that because i forgot to take it regularly and was feeling withdrawl more than not.....not worth it, so effexor was recommended as it has longer half life.....and it isn\'t doing anything for me anyway . i was unable to function at work so i quit....now i\'m unemployed and can\'t afford the stuff anyway...have to get off and no time to do this slowly.

help stef